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Sunday, February 14, 2010

I wanted to blog about how terribly crappy my CNY's eve was, then I remembered that one of my new year resolutions is to be happy and hence I should not dwell on unhappy incidents. BUT IT WAS REALLY CRAPPY K. -angry-

Anyway, I tried cleaning (keyword: tried) my room but it didnt look cleaner. I guess I've just got to accept the fact that I'm not a tidy person (EXCUSES). Everytime I start to pack my mountains of stuff, I'm compelled to create this fantastic organization of my things so that I could see clearly and know where everything is. I'm really particular about organization, close to the point of having OCPD (Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder). Most of the time though, my mind couldnt come up with an ideal plan for organizing my things. Then I would be dissatisfied and restless, and I would sit on the floor and stare at those things that need to be organized until a solution comes to me (which they seldom did). Then I would give up and go do something else.

Which is why I prefer my "creative clutter" and "organized mess". Because the important thing is that I KNOW where everything is. Or maybe I just dont have enough shelves, drawers, boxes and folders to sort out my stuff. Or maybe I just have too much stuff. Or maybe it's 4.50am and I should get some sleep before I reveal on my blog how much of a weirdo I really am. :)