Reach the sky;

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Assessment is finally over and what a nightmare it was. Granted, it's a different type of nightmare from Alvls stress but still stressful. Drawing & painting have always been a kind of enjoyment, a pastime. Theoretically, one is suppose to enjoy doing schoolwork when schoolwork is about something you enjoy but this does not apply to this scenario. That's because I dont bloody like drawing stupid boxes, shoes and apples but I have to, numerous times. It's annoying. Painting is fun and relaxing and it really makes you feel like an ~artist~ , but when I could not get the right tint of colour that I visualize, I felt like stabbing the canvas. Making 3D work is extremely exciting because making something from scratch always give me an incredible sense of achievement but when I couldnt quite figure out how I can wear a bloody structure on my head, I break pencils. So angsty.

What makes me feel like crap is that I know that I've brought it upon for myself for my assessment to be such a nightmare. If only I had not procrastinated. If only I had plan my time better. If only I had not work and think so slowly. Nevertheless, this new semester which will start in slightly more than a month later, is time for changes in working habits and attitude.

I'm glad though, for this month long break because I can finally retreat back into my bubble. I should totally recreate scenes from The Walking Dead with my LEGO zombies.