In an ART school, once the teachers see that you can do well, they EXPECT you to continue to do well. But being art, it's not like I can do well just by memorizing stuff. Producing great pieces of artwork involves many factors such as; inspirations, idea development, techniques and most importantly, whether you bloody feel like working on it or not. The problem is the more I remind myself that I can do better, I dont do so well actually. It's kinda like the more stressed up I get, the less flexible my mind becomes. But you see, it's a mind game actually. The trick lies in believing in yourself (I suppose).

"You can do better than this," has just became the scariest words in my dictionary.