Have you ever felt that because you're thinking so much that it gets so noisy inside your head that it feels like its exploding, wanting to spill all those damn thoughts out, its like a volcano eruption, waiting to overwhelm everything in its path with lava and ashes, that overpowering wave of unstoppable force and the thing is, this may seems like eternity but it actually only lasted for a short moment. It's then gone. But you still feel its ghosts brushing past you as unseen forces push against you. Go away, go away they say. You stop and listen, but you hear nothing except the noises in your head.

Okay, I'm feeling better now after writing that paragraph. That was automatic writing, you know, kind of just let the words in your head flow out through your fingertips. It doesnt have to make sense but its extremely liberating.