I think when it comes to certain things, I'm too soft, too easy. Friends are telling me that it's not good to always be the nice one and well, I dont know if I can be mean when it comes to people I care about.

I dont know how you always manage to evade my questions, and I dont know how I let you get away with it. Even when it's important questions like, "Are you interested in us being just friends or can we be something special together?" I dont know what it means when you cant, or you just refuse to give me an answer.

Perhaps I really shouldnt think so much 'cause sometimes I feel that I think too much.

I'm not emo lah, just contemplating life.