Reach the sky;

Friday, April 01, 2011

Yesterday was a disaster and an embarrassment. _ makes me nervous. I cant function properly when I'm around _ and more often than not I'm reduced to this idiot who doesnt know how to make conversation or my tongue get caught in my mouth and I started blabbering some nonsense. I dont know if it might be the location of our encounters, you know certain questions just sound so lame in different environments?

Right now I'm caught in a place where I dont know what I should do, I'm stuck.

"There's only so much I can take

And I just got to let it go

And who knows I might feel better

If I dont try and I dont hope."

-The Corrs

I'm not even wanting that much, just some... responsiveness. I'm trying, but it's just not hard enough and it's just not in the right way and it's not what you want and so.. I think we're just not right.