Reach the sky;

Thursday, May 17, 2012

was rather upset over the fact that she's sad & she's far away & i couldnt do shit about that. all i could the whole afternoon was to mope about and watch game of thrones. met up with cj & nico afterwards to attend an artist talk, still feeling like shit though the talk was rather insightful. loitered outside gay world ie. cine while they smoke & we talked about everything and checking out girls at the same time. lawl lezzy life. cj say, "if you guys can get together, you can...." yes yes yes, i know. a hundred and one scenarios flashing behind my eyes, looping endlessly. all these plans, fictional. i feel like i'm driving myself crazy and i fucking hate it. so the day is ending and it's still not getting better. just need her to be near so i can hug her & feel all possessive about it. that. is. all. i. need.